Busy month of Christmas music

Been quite a busy few months choosing and picking up all the christmas music for the concerts. Had one in manchester at a lovely old library in early dec and now am preparing for the hour long charity recital in KL.
Battling jetlag a little. My poor tummy is highly confused about why I'm stuffing it at weird times. Also added to the stress of the upcoming concert, its not a happy camper. So glad thats its on the 22nd before christmas so I can enjoy myself over the festive season without worrying about my voice.
Have tons to learn before going back tho. Got to get the french excerpt music well under my belt as rehearsals start on the 10th Jan and I can only get a flight back on the 9th. Sigh praying that an earlier waitlist will come through. Also have the BYO auditions on the 19th Jan so have to prepare 3 constrasting arias. So its very much a working holiday.
Its so frustrating that I'm still always so stressed before a show. worried about meeting the pianist for the first time tomorrow and getting the whole recital ready in just 2 rehearsals with him. With so many famaily and friends of the family forking over such a lot of money to come hear me sing, the pressure is on.. sigh...looking forward to the day when I can actually look forward to a concert minus all the stress. Hmmm